Vacuum

Others

I thought I could exist in a vacuum. Attain independence and rationality.

I’m just a product of my hereditary, upbringing, hormone, culture, anxiety, education, politics, and socioeconomic status. What I see, what I read, what I experience: all is embedded in me.

Our brain and being are wired for changing circumstances. I have to learn live with all that. accept the hell and heaven of other people.

What will become of me after a decade from now? Moving shifting changing til we cease to exist. Til the vacuum comes.

Revise !

Scrap Thoughts

It’s never about who’s better than you. There will be plenty, dead and alive.

It’s always about how you could get better, edit and revise.

We’ll become a work of our lifetime: a sum of fractures, success, and failure.

Statistic insignificance 💘

Others

I’m not statistically significant at all. I’m just one sample size. I’m just another person who is alive. I can’t speak for anyone. I can’t speak for me. I can only cite and sleep on a pile of references.

I’m just a boring human being with no experience. I haven’t been anywhere. I haven’t done anything. Why would my insight matter?

Personal essay was dead before I came to live. How can I be so subjective ? It’s very difficult for me.

But it’s actually nice to be uncomfortable, sometimes..

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