Looking back at 2018
I keep thinking about my bad decisions in my youth. It was not that bad after all. I was just an awkward adolescent: a forever dork in every life department, a social handicap who learns to fit in and go with the flow. I went to random parties, met random strangers, had a bunch of random conversations which brought me to long-term friendships. Gladfully they last longers than one night, a couple weeks, or a […]
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I have posted too often lately. I should keep my messy thoughts to myself, let it brew. I decide that private morning pages will keep me sane. We all fear we will become irrelevant before the sunset. We are in rush for dopamine driven stories, we have to say it first without precision and caution of consequences. I need more pondering, reflecting, contemplating before speaking out. When I look at Oliver Sacks‘ wonderful life, I […]
Time for Orange and Rainbow. Anyway, they need more mathematician, economist and scientist for pragmatism. and more mass communication. This is the first time in years I feel optimistic. Hope they get over Goldilocks effects. 🍊
I wish to… Be honest and frank. Adopt simple and clean mind. Be clear and precise. Surround with people I want to. Get embarrassed often. Step out the safe line.
The delight of not getting what you want. The delight of not knowing what you want. The delight of curiosity. The delight of uncertainty. The delight of suffering.